I am absolutely obsessed with cookies. Anyone who knows me knows that if there was one food I could eat all day long for the rest of my life, it would be cookies. I love love love them! Whenever I am sad or mad about something my boyfriend buys me a cookie cake and all is well. I can definetly be bribed by cookies.
Ahhh I wish I could eat some right now 
Everyone I know spent Easter with their family, except me. Year after year I refuse to go back home for Easter because my Grandma lives close by and I always spend it with her instead. This year I woke up feeling terrible, and I knew it wasn’t going to be a good day. I spent eight hours in the ER and spent most of today at the doctors. The saddess part about that is I am on a liquid diet from now on to control a problem I have with my stomach. I LOVE FOOD WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!? I hate anything with liquids. I love solids and solids only!
I have a feeling one of my doctors is going to want to perform surgery sometime within the next two weeks because things are only getting worse and I’m scared. Sorry to always complain about my sicknesses but it pretty much has complete control of my life at this point.
I have always said, since i was a little girl that i would NEVER EVER EVER EVERRRRR get a tattoo. I didnt like the way they looked on girls and I just hated the thought of it. Right now, I am obsessed. I want a tattoo soooooo bad but I dont know if I should get it, seeing as it is permnant and all. I want to get one on my wrist. It would be small and it is chinese symbols that mean something very important to me. Let me know if you think I should (haha). I am just nervous that it will be frowned upon in the education profession.
My junior year of high school was very hard for me. It was the most challenging year academically but it was also hard of me emotionally and socially. A few days before my birthday one of my good friends was hit by a car while she was crossing the cross walk. Throughout the year we lost several other classmates to similar accidents. My graduating class would have been 163 but due to deaths, it was 151. My grade was cursed, i swear. I had a hard time dealing with the deaths but I managed to work through them and had a great senior year.
This being my junior year I thought, oh god, its going to be like high school and it is. I have had to take math and science courses, both of which im HORRIBLE at and I have struggled. Emotionally this year has been very hard on me as well. Not feeling well almost 90% of the time limits me from doing a lot of things and I dont hang out with my friends much anymore. I do not think they realize how bad I can feel some days and they think I am making excuses to avoid them. I had noticed my “best friends” are now more acquaitances and I have made new friends who try to cheer me up even if its for a short amount of time. I hope I can get better soon and that my senior year will be as great as I expect it to be.
Good/Bad News: Good news, I do not have the disease they thought I had. I was misdiagnosd twice….me and my luck huh?
Bad news, now i am back to square one and have to go to two more specialists to try to find out the problem.
I wish this was over. I am so sick of this!!
*Thank you everyone for your concern and wishing me the best of health. I really appreciate it*
ah, tomorrow i find out good/bad news about my health. if i get the bad news, then i will accept it and live with the illness i have. otherwise, i have to go back to square one and get more tests done in order to see what is wrong. it sounds horrible, but i kind of want the bad news because i really dont want to have 500 more tests done AGAIN to see whats wrong! auuuggh
I feel like I practically live at the doctors. I am sick 100 % of the time and not cough-cough sick, like serious disease/illness sick. I was never sick in my life until I came to college and now I have like 4567 illnesses. I am so tired of going to doctor after doctor, getting pill after pill and getting procedure after procedure done. No 20 year old, or anyone for that matter, should have to feel horrible every single day. My entire month of March I have at least 2-3 doctors appoints a week. And spring break? Oh, more procedures to get done, lucky me huh? I hate being sick!
Basketball is one of my least favorite sports. I love every other sport in the world, but for some reason I just cannot enjoy watching or playing basketball. Last night my boyfriend took me to the Wizards game, and I don’t think either one of us actually watched the game. I sit and people watch the entire time and he does the same, yet we continue to go to games. I don’t know why we go especially because he doesn’t enjoy watching the game either. I don’t rememeber the point I was trying to get to.
