I am pretty frustrated so I am going to rant. My parents pay for school and everything but I pay for everything else. I have a car payment which takes up more than half of what I make in a month, and a car that loves to guzzle the gas so quick, I feel like I am always filling it up. My boyfriend has four formals over the next two months that I have to attend and I only have one formalish dress that fits. All of my friends are bigger than me, so I can’t borrow a dress. My boyfriend and I went everywhere this weekend and after an all day affair we picked a dress, and of course it was the most expensive of all the dresses I had tried on. Normally, S would pay or help me pay for it, but he is paying for my gas to come visit him, so I was on my own for this dress. I called and asked my parents to split the price, I mean, come on, I work hard, get good grades, and don’t get into trouble. THEY LAUGHED AT ME. I was so mad. I never ask for anything, I am an only child, and they are more than capable of giving me money for a dress and they wont. I bought the dress although I needed the money for something else more important, and I am not quite sure what I am going to do. arrghh
Weekend February 26, 2008
I am exhausted. I woke up after less than 5 hours of sleep, to drive back here from visiting the boyfriend. I turned the normal 4 hour drive, into a 3 hour crazy ride. I hate making that trip!!! I had a lot of fun FINALLY being able to see S. It had been six weeks since we last saw each other, and it was soooooo nice being able to hug and kiss him again.
Americas’s Next Top Model February 19, 2008
This weekend my parents came up to visit and yesterday we decided to be lazy and watch America’s Next Top Model all day. My parents were disgusted at how thin the girls were. My cousin made a point at how all these girls will do anything to be stick skinny and the media makes that seem “sexy.” Most girls feel they need to be little twigs in order to be beautiful and it is so sad. America’s media continuing to say “anorexic” is the epitomy (spelling) of beautiful is forcing teenage girls to resort to eating disorders as a means to get thin. It is so sad. I am not by any means saying that the girls on those shows definetly have eating disorders, but they are VERY thin.
Long Distance Relationships February 19, 2008
I absolutely hate being in a long distance relationship. Every single one of my friends has a boyfriend/girlfriend here and they are ALWAYS with them. I only get to see my boyfriend every few weeks for two, maybe three days. I am so jealous of everyone who can see their bf/gf on a daily basis. Whenever I say that I miss S, my friends are like “it’s no big deal, you will see him in three weeks,” but god forbid they dont see their bf’s for five hours, and they are freaking out. gaaaah im just frustrated because its been five weeks since I have seen S and it sucks.
Why!? February 12, 2008
I am so disappointed! Today I was looking forward to seeing Bill Clinton speak and what happens to me…? I get so sick I can barely move! Just my luck! I really wanted to see him because I absolutely love him but now I can’t. Boo. Anyways, hopefully I am better tomorrow because I have to do my observations for my class at an elementary/middle school. I have no more energy to think, so thats all.
Ooh, Babysitting February 11, 2008
I have babysat so many children and they have all been well behaved…until last night! Yesterday I babysat for a family I occasionally babysit if my friend (the usual nanny) is unavailable. The girls have always been as well behaved as possible, but yesterday I guess they decided to switch it up. The youngest, who is seven, was very rude to me, would not listen and was so ADD I wanted to go crazy. It was the longest 12 hours of my life. Next time I am asked to help them out, I might have to think twice before I say yes.
Friends February 6, 2008
What exactly do friends do for one another? Is there such a thing as doing too much or too little? Sometimes I feel like my friends are the most amazing people in the world, who will do ANYTHING for me. Others time I feel like they just do not care. Is it because I expect too much from them?
Seeing as I am an only child, I am used to my parents doing whatever I ask them to, whenever I ask them to. I am used to getting attention every second of the day, and I am used to people giving me what I want to, so I will be happy. Is this bad?
I expect my friends do treat me as my parents do: give me all your attention, do what I want to make me happy, and do as I say, when I say it. Thats horrible. My friends know how I am and tend to please me often. Yet some days they will just not do as I say or not give me what I want and it bothers me.
I know I shouldn’t expect them to act like my parents, but on day’s like today, when I want them to cater to my needs, I just don’t understand why they won’t.
Yup, I am a full blown brat. I’ve accepted it.
New England will always be # 1! February 4, 2008
Was anyone else half as shocked as I was last night?! I never, in a million years, would have ever even thought the Giants would be able to beat the Patriots! The Giants definetly stepped up their game and made the Patriots work for every point they scored. I able still in shock though. AUGHH!!!!! Last night was so sad. I will always love the Patriots, and they will always be number one in my eyes!
To everyone who was hating on the Patriots for their AMAZING season, womp womp. New England is a great team and did so well. Yes, they did lose, but think about it…how well did your team do this year? I bet they weren’t 18-0 until last night were they? Didn’t think so! So stop hating, and leave the Patriots alone!
